Does being a member of a Gurdjieff group create fragmentation?

"I have been a member of Gurdjieff group"... from order to disorder....
This extraordinary idea of helping others... If you have got extraordinary comprehension of beauty, love, truth, and the whole word of order, and the great, immense sense of wholiness ... If you have that, you don't talk about helping others, right?

But first of all, why do we want to belong to something? Why? Is it why we can't stand alone?
Why do we depend on others? If we do depend on others psychologically, we become second hand people, which we are. The whole history of mankind is enough! The whole history is here, and we don't know how to read that! And if you could read it, and you read it... mh... you are not the reader, do you understand? you are the book. But when you read the book as a reader, it has no meaning. But if you are the book, and the book is showing you, telling you the story, and you are not telling the story, but the book is telling it, then you will not depend on a single person, then one will be a light to oneself. But we are all waiting for the light of another, the fire of another. And perhaps that's why you are all here... Because we cannot see clearly for ourselves. And before we help others we have to see clearly for ourselves! Otherwise then it's like the blind reading the blind.

Thank you K

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